"You can be surrounded by a sea of people and still feel all alone"
So true and I don't even know why.

Life lesson #1...

Firstly, I have learnt that if I write on my notes in my phone instead of on the blogger itself, it works twenty times better!
Secondly, in a weird mood. Hormones I'm guessing, but otherwise feeling pretty lonely. I can't explain why. I spent all afternoon watching Mike and Molly with Ben, but it just feels like we are both so busy all time. I never feel like I actually see him for very long :/ could also be that my friends are always busy too. And I never see them much anymore. But I am considering going to Cornwall with my parents in November now. I need a change of scene, maybe someone will miss me for a change. I guess what I'm trying to say is, the only way through a relationship is balance. Same with college. Everyones busy because of it but you need to balance study with social.. ;)
But then again.. A week with just my parents, going to need a lot of books! I love reading. Anyone else? :)
Rambling anyways.
Sleep... I never get enough. Best try though <3

Forgive me...

I'm back, for now, at least. But I am ever so sorry to my followers if I do have any that my summer blogger, ended quite son after it began tbh! But I was busy, very busy, and my summer evidentally was amazing! But after reading a friends, I felt the urge to blog - although after trying to log in several times I'm surprised I'm here tonight.
Anyway, back at college now - sigh, it just doesn't seem the same this year. Everyone is manic and the breaks are different, classes as well. Not got the same vibe, but everything takes time, I just hate change.
Won't go into the whole uni shit - its not looking bright, that is all. But other than the bore of college, things are looking brighter. Me and my boyfriend are eighteen months October 6th :) which I find most exciting! And friendships haven't changed too dramatically either.
But nonetheless, pretty happy I guess. Although, wishing I wrote this on my computer. Hand cramp. :(
Follow my blog, I shall try and update more often. And follow my twitter @AllieN__ :D
Goodnight all,
Allie :3

Poem named Festival Season;

Happy poem about my favourite festival - enjoy!

Summer starts, laughs roar,

Smiles beam high,

Happiness flies,

Like birds, so high

And it all begins, with a tent,

Flat packs and poles,

Piercing the ground with holes,

And they shout,

Get your festival on

With bands at the ready,

And music in the air,

Mud on the floor,

Wellies – check.

The laughter grows,

As does the music,

The beat quickens,

With the pace of feet

Slowly the night sets,

An illuminating sky,

Without a cloud to shadow,

The beauty of tonight.

Poem named Tears;

Riiight, this is really depressing I know! But honestly in a fantastic mood, it just came to me yesterday! Please give me your opinions, I'd love the feedback!

Tears

This waters acidic,
My eyes sting,
And what's left now,
Is a rore red ground.

No burden to build on,.
Just walls that surround,
I try to escape.
But i'm pulled to the ground.

Forgive me now,
For my sings are not few,
Here are my regrets,
No beautiful shade of blue.  

Hello all..

Hello you lovelies, 
Offically my first day of summer holidays today! So I've worked out my 50s outfits, black and white polka dot skirt, white vest, black belt and red cardi? :) Just got to buy some of it now. And i've started a new book and series :') So on that list now ;D
Tonight will be the first night my boyfriend has ever slept over mine, pretty excited, for a night in of dominoms and films :) Any film ideas though? I seem to have only girly ones :(
Anyone doing much this weekend?
Follow me guys!
Just a short post <3 x

The list!

It's been a weird day i'll admit, my moods been a bit spare tbh, happy and sad. Wow, hormones.
Anyway, that's probably just lost a few readers, if there are any :L follow me guys, please! :)

But moving on... I finish college tomorrow for 11 WHOLE WEEKS. YES, although tomorrow will be a pointless day! But there we go, should be a laugh. Had a job interview today too, so hopefully i'll get that. :)
 
Well this blog, seems to be drying out already :( So, i'm going to make a list of things I want to do over the summer! :) 

List
 1) Get a freakin' job.
2) Create a 50's outfit for Larmertree festival (Saturday night dress up!) 
3) Have a camp-out (however with this weather...) with all my friends.
4) Get extremely drunk, at least ONCE.
5) Wear shorts, once, because the sun has to shine for one day, at all!
6) Spend time with my friend, family and Ben :)
7) Read at least 10 books, and sort out the library card!
8) Watch an entire new series of something.
9) Go somewhere, which isn't Swindon or L.t...
10) Do some exercise :| 


Booooooooooooooooooooooooooom.
Challenge accepted :') 
xxx

A whole load of shinanigans..

Its been a few days!
I'm afraid, I've been with the boyfriend for sunday and monday night and also, nothing much to report.
Other than college, 2 delightful days left...or a day and a lesson really :D But today, was pointless...
I guess it was nice to feel like a child again (just a TINY bit) doing wordsearches and then making a poem about my best friend, Tubbs? :) Hard life I lead...or something like that.
I finished my book, amazing. But the ending was a tad poor, it didn't wrap up as well as it could of and was a tad rushed. But that's just from reading too many books thats made me so pedantic. But moving swiftly on to another Jodi Picoult number tonight, named the tenth circle. Should be good, like the rest, and shorter. But need to nerd it up in the library soonish!
Next week, I think I may be helping to decorate Bens house...I'm not sure if it'll go ahead, but kinda hoping it does as I love decorating! :) But because, it'll probably end up pretty funny too. 
My love of music increases for Dallas Green, amazing doesn't quite cut it. City and Colour make me feel so good when I listen to them. 
And my recent love goes to Joshua Radin and Jamie Cullen too, definitely got a acoustic love going right now! 


But anyways, i'm blabbing on about nonesense. Try and get a poem up here soon, need to get back into them.


Keep reading, following and hopefully enjoying!
<3

'June' Weather...

Afternoon! 

So far, it has rained...the sun shined and now clouds are immerging. Never a big fan of rain but also, never a fan of weather changing, every second. Weather always seems to effect my mood, anyone else? If the sun is beaming and you can go out in a tshirt, you are FAR happier than going out in the rain with 100000000 layers and hoods up. Right? So why. In JUNE, do we still get rain? I'll never know.

Needs to cheer up for JLS/Olly Murs later, I know your opinions already, but honestly it was birthday present.. :D needless to say, am looking forward to it, but needs to stay clear of rain, or my mum and aunt will moan and well thats never fun. 

Can't say much else is exciting today, but going to practise some serious student life by making beans on toast for lunch!

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<3

A Brand New Blog *Take 2*...

Hey there! :)

Well, I attempted a blog post a few weeks ago, but all in all, google mail is rubbish and it really didn't work out well. So here I am, AGAIN. But i'm back, for the summer and probably beyond that. To chat to you about summer stuff, rant a bit, offer some advice and devoure you in poetry. :) 


So, I'm Allie, just finished AS, now on 2 weeks of A2...1 week down and it's hard! But at New College, 17. I'm taken, by Ben for just over a year now and its laaaavly. Love my best friends with e-very-thing and theres quite a few of them. My family mean a big bundle too :) I like reading books, watching scrubs and some other telly and listening to my iPod. (: Weekends and summer keep me sane and days that never end are truly amazing. :)

But yeah, so i've got this blog, facebook, twitter (@AliceNeill64) and tumblr(http://aliceneill.tumblr.com/) . So, add them all up! 

I'll be back soon, 
with more to sayy :)
xxx