"You can be surrounded by a sea of people and still feel all alone"
So true and I don't even know why.

Life lesson #1...

Firstly, I have learnt that if I write on my notes in my phone instead of on the blogger itself, it works twenty times better!
Secondly, in a weird mood. Hormones I'm guessing, but otherwise feeling pretty lonely. I can't explain why. I spent all afternoon watching Mike and Molly with Ben, but it just feels like we are both so busy all time. I never feel like I actually see him for very long :/ could also be that my friends are always busy too. And I never see them much anymore. But I am considering going to Cornwall with my parents in November now. I need a change of scene, maybe someone will miss me for a change. I guess what I'm trying to say is, the only way through a relationship is balance. Same with college. Everyones busy because of it but you need to balance study with social.. ;)
But then again.. A week with just my parents, going to need a lot of books! I love reading. Anyone else? :)
Rambling anyways.
Sleep... I never get enough. Best try though <3

Forgive me...

I'm back, for now, at least. But I am ever so sorry to my followers if I do have any that my summer blogger, ended quite son after it began tbh! But I was busy, very busy, and my summer evidentally was amazing! But after reading a friends, I felt the urge to blog - although after trying to log in several times I'm surprised I'm here tonight.
Anyway, back at college now - sigh, it just doesn't seem the same this year. Everyone is manic and the breaks are different, classes as well. Not got the same vibe, but everything takes time, I just hate change.
Won't go into the whole uni shit - its not looking bright, that is all. But other than the bore of college, things are looking brighter. Me and my boyfriend are eighteen months October 6th :) which I find most exciting! And friendships haven't changed too dramatically either.
But nonetheless, pretty happy I guess. Although, wishing I wrote this on my computer. Hand cramp. :(
Follow my blog, I shall try and update more often. And follow my twitter @AllieN__ :D
Goodnight all,
Allie :3

Poem named Festival Season;

Happy poem about my favourite festival - enjoy!

Summer starts, laughs roar,

Smiles beam high,

Happiness flies,

Like birds, so high

And it all begins, with a tent,

Flat packs and poles,

Piercing the ground with holes,

And they shout,

Get your festival on

With bands at the ready,

And music in the air,

Mud on the floor,

Wellies – check.

The laughter grows,

As does the music,

The beat quickens,

With the pace of feet

Slowly the night sets,

An illuminating sky,

Without a cloud to shadow,

The beauty of tonight.

Poem named Tears;

Riiight, this is really depressing I know! But honestly in a fantastic mood, it just came to me yesterday! Please give me your opinions, I'd love the feedback!

Tears

This waters acidic,
My eyes sting,
And what's left now,
Is a rore red ground.

No burden to build on,.
Just walls that surround,
I try to escape.
But i'm pulled to the ground.

Forgive me now,
For my sings are not few,
Here are my regrets,
No beautiful shade of blue.  

Hello all..

Hello you lovelies, 
Offically my first day of summer holidays today! So I've worked out my 50s outfits, black and white polka dot skirt, white vest, black belt and red cardi? :) Just got to buy some of it now. And i've started a new book and series :') So on that list now ;D
Tonight will be the first night my boyfriend has ever slept over mine, pretty excited, for a night in of dominoms and films :) Any film ideas though? I seem to have only girly ones :(
Anyone doing much this weekend?
Follow me guys!
Just a short post <3 x

The list!

It's been a weird day i'll admit, my moods been a bit spare tbh, happy and sad. Wow, hormones.
Anyway, that's probably just lost a few readers, if there are any :L follow me guys, please! :)

But moving on... I finish college tomorrow for 11 WHOLE WEEKS. YES, although tomorrow will be a pointless day! But there we go, should be a laugh. Had a job interview today too, so hopefully i'll get that. :)
 
Well this blog, seems to be drying out already :( So, i'm going to make a list of things I want to do over the summer! :) 

List
 1) Get a freakin' job.
2) Create a 50's outfit for Larmertree festival (Saturday night dress up!) 
3) Have a camp-out (however with this weather...) with all my friends.
4) Get extremely drunk, at least ONCE.
5) Wear shorts, once, because the sun has to shine for one day, at all!
6) Spend time with my friend, family and Ben :)
7) Read at least 10 books, and sort out the library card!
8) Watch an entire new series of something.
9) Go somewhere, which isn't Swindon or L.t...
10) Do some exercise :| 


Booooooooooooooooooooooooooom.
Challenge accepted :') 
xxx